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-=Eternal Attachment=-written on 04.08.07
 I wonder what you look like
As I lay here on my bed,
The image is a little foggy
But it's like a photo in my head.
I see you there in all my dreams
And I notice your gorgeous smile,
Even when I open my eyes
Your face stays there for awhile.
I promise to always watch over you
And keep away your tears,
Daddy will be there to protect you
And chase away your fears.
 -=Daniel=-written on 15.10.2007
 To Daniel. Thankyou for being you. Love always and forever, Kristie.Live
Being with you astonishes me
You can bring sunshine to the darkest night,
No matter when we are, your the only one
Who can bring the stars out to shine bright.
Faith
Being with you gives me an impression
That anything is achievable,
With a little dependence and commiseration
Then everything in life is believable.
Honest
Being with you is something I would choose
Over anything I could possibly do,
Because the best thing in the world
Is hanging out with you.
Loyal
Being with you is the only thing I want
It makes my day more than great,
Distance makes the heart fonder, But
Being without you is the only thing that I hate.
Affection
Being with you makes my heart skip a beat
Seeing your smile brightens up my day,
Getting your hugs and kisses do too
Same with all the sweet things that you say.
Devotion
Being with you is like a dream
That I never thought would come true,
I just wanted to tell you that I'm really happy
To have this relationship with you.
Trust
Being with you is the best sensation ever
When you hold me in your arms tight,
It's like the safest place in the world
The feeling is so good and seems so right.
Hope
Being with you is a fertile desire
I have so much fun when we are together,
I hope that we are one for a long time
If we can't be forever.
-=No One=-written 2004
There's no one who can hear my screams,
There's no one who can see my tears,
There's no one who can touch my wounds,
There's no one who can smell my fear,
There's no one who I can blame,
There's no one who I can love,
There's no one who can love me back. -=Murderers Sight=-written on 27.03.04
(may I make a note now, This poem was not written
about my baby girl, As she was born a few years after)
As I guard over you,
And watch you bleed,
I clutch the blade in my hand,
You're fighting the ropes,
Giving no choice but for them to be tightened,
As you begin to devitalize,
I lower the chains,
Each chain I loop,
I loop into the holes of your skin,
I raise the chains, you rise too,
Your skin tightens,
It slowly rips,
Giving you an adrenaline rush,
You come to a pause,
Does your life come to a discontinue?
Is this your expiration?
As I place the blades beneath you,
I see your heartless tears drip down,
Then I ask for you...
Any last words...
Before you can resond, You start to decend,
Seconds later you have blades all pierced inside you,
You feel the congeal metal against your body,
As you begin to breathe deeply,
I sit and watch you,
With a look of perplexity on your face,
I run toawrd you and gourge a knife into your heart,
Listening to you suffocate on your blood,
Brings me a deliverance of comfort,
Every sound of affliction you make,
Makes me drown in merriment,
Silence over comes in the room,
Drips of blood is all ascertain,
I make my way through the door,
No examination of what happened,
All that drifts out the room,
Is mearly the stench of freshy cut flesh,
And the obscene odour,
Of a healthy childs blood,
The cuts will bleed,
As the viens run dry,
Her hands are tied,
She cant cry,
Her problems lie within,
She cant do anything,
The Lord has taken her,
Her wounds,
Her lies and her burns,
The disrespect and hurtful glares,
She died with a scream,
And tears in her eyes. -=In A Glass Bottle=-written mid 2004
I may come across as a suicidal girl,
Without a future,
But I am absent minded,
And Im sure you are too.
I may come across as a depressing child,
Without a friend,
But I am shy,
And need trust and faith.
I may come across as a low life,
Without a dream,
But I am uncertain,
And need to be sure.
I may come across as a slacker,
Without a hope,
But I am fragile,
And need loving and care.
I may come across as a bitch,
Without a care,
But I am honest,
And people get it wrong.
I may come across as a slut,
Without innocence,
But I am fun loving,
And society doesn't understand.
I may come across as boring,
Without humour,
But I am creative,
And no one see's it.
I may come across as grotesque,
Without eclipse,
But I am weird,
And no one accepts it. -=Suicidal Sixteenth=-written 2004
I once was young
I then was keen
I'll be no more
When I turn sixteen
Nothing but a memory
Soon to fade
My life is now
Only to be dayed
Nine days left
And thats my life
All gone
All gone with the cut of a knife
No more suffering
No more pain
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain
Sixteen years
Is all I've got to show R.I.P - SCOTT FOSTER - R.I.Pwritten on the day after death in September 04
My sights all blurry, I can't see
Feeling the pain inside everyone and me,
Tears falling down a million times fast
I wonder how long this pain will last.
No matter what I try to do
My heart aches and hurts for you,
I cant get you out of my head
I dream of you while I lay in bed.
The dreams seem so real like your really here
The feelings so strong and it all looks so clear,
I wake up with a gasp, yet a calming fear
I dont want to live without you near.
The tears will fall, As the heart will break
Alot of sadness is how everyone will take,
The tragic night that really stands out
Everyone will miss you without a doubt!
With deepest sympathy and strongest love
You'll always be inside us, although your above,
Keeping an eye on your family and every friend
We will also be in your heart, til the very end.
-=10# go emus=-
-=Fifty Thousand Tears=-written 2004
Fifty thousand tears I've cried
Fifty thousand times you've lied,
Why do you do this to me? I dont know
Why do you act so shallow?
What have I done wrong? I'm not sure
Cant you see our love is pure?
For everything thats made you sad
It's made me feel really bad,
I miss you and thats so true
I just wanted to tell you,
You're my love, And I'll never forget
The first time, that we met. -=My Lonely World=-written 2005
I see the things inside my head
That no one else can see,
Im the only one in my small world
Theres no one here, but me.
It sometimes gets dark and cold up here
At times I am afraid,
But when I think of all the good things
The bad will suddenly fade.
The candle shadow is my only friend
Beside me every day,
Like a tradition, I light him up
To scare my nightmares away.
Being alone and often lonely
Are things I often hate,
So don't take things for granted
Cause you could end up without a mate!
-=Incompatable Similaritys=-written on 13.04.06
They make you speak, When you want to talk
The make you walk, When you want to stroll,
They make you breathe, When you want to inhale
They make you run, When you want to sprint,
They make you Dream, When you want to Fantasize
They make you Think, When you want to contemplate,
They make you scream, When you want to yell
They make you admire, When you want to like,
They make you hate, When you want to dispize
They make you sleep, When you want to slumber,
They make you argue, When you want to debate
They make you scared, When you want to panic,
They make you serve, When you want to assist.
(81)
-=All Stanch In Tree Pie Ap=-written on 26.02.06
The bad habits just keep coming back
Like an ex that just won't leave you alone,
Draining all that it can from me
Everything that showed me is now unknown.
Little is better, Yet none is a gift
The painless poison takes the motivation,
Like a black & white picture with to much meaning
But it keeps coming like an endless invitation.
You say it will be your last
But you know you'll want more,
The temptation is greater than self-control,
Like a tital wave crushing my life. |
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